Pain Killer

This feeling cannot be described anymore. The feeling, the heart that you destroyed so much.. Even ‘sorry’ doesn’t mean a thing.. Every morning is a sick to me, and every night is a painkiller for me. You just make me gone crazy all day, all time..

Can’t we just be a two person that fall in love at each other..?

When you go with the others, I will refrain.

And do not ever think that I’ll hate you.

I know your happiness isn’t with me.

Let me keep this feeling just for me.

And when you’re being alienated, ostracized and shunned, find me.

I’ll always be there for you… FOR SURE..

I can feel a little bit relieved, I think I can moving forward now. Somehow I can’t feel the pain anymore. From now on I’ll just let it all go and focusing on my work 🙂

You can let anybody in, but I’m out first. You’re smart if you can let anybody went through your life and then change with another one. You’re emotionally strong to let anybody go. And I’m kind of stupid one trying to trust on someone like that..again and again..