Oh iya lupa ngasih tau kalo post yang tentang katak sudah dihapus due to copyright :). Ane ga punya ijin menampilkan video gan haha. Nanti kalo sudah punya ijin ane pasang lagi ya :))    ~Happy thursday~

New Month, Update New Post #telat

Sudah lama sekali ga ngepost di blog ini, maaf udah jarang banget update postingan hehe. Sekarang lagi fokus kuliah dulu berhubung hari hari uts. Nanti setelah uts bakal update lagi sama postingan yang seru seru :D. Happy midtest, happy April fool day #telatngucapin.

Ditunggu aja postingan barunya ūüėČ

I have not been¬†writing stories in¬†this¬†blog.¬†So many¬†stories¬†that¬†I burry,¬†that¬†other people do not¬†know.¬†This isn’t¬†because¬†I¬†want to¬†keep it to myself,¬†but¬†all¬†the story was so many that make¬†my head¬†spinning.¬†Life isn’t¬†always¬†like¬†what we expect,¬†sometimes contrary to¬†what we¬†want. There’s so many¬†events that¬†are¬†beyond our imagination. If I¬†become someone else¬†and hear¬†my story, I’ll¬†laugh to myself.. It’s not because¬†my story¬†was funny, but¬†why am I¬†stuck in¬†that position.¬†What makes¬†me¬†stuck? I could go and walk away.. There’s so many reason that makes me to stay.

Do I¬†believe¬†the decision¬†that I take is going¬†according to¬†what I¬†think?¬†I can not even answer¬†a question¬†like that.¬†Why would I¬†take a risk¬†like¬†this?…¬†I¬†don’t¬†know.¬†I don’t know¬†where¬†I¬†should¬†go, which path¬†should¬†I¬†choose,¬†and¬†what should¬†I¬†sacrifice…. I really gotten into another world these days. What a day.. If only this wasn’t happen in the first place, I would rather told you a million times than being a good guy and obey to what you said. Although in the end you feel sorry and regret this.. You can’t even solve this problem.¬†I was thinking what are you waiting for? a chance? there is no chance.. He won’t leave you… Please make one, make your own chance.

Actually,¬†I¬†already know¬†that¬†my chance¬†is¬†“0”… It’s just that¬†I can not¬†accept the reality.

At least I¬†can¬†enjoy¬†my days with you… before¬†you¬†go¬†and¬†disappear ūüôā

if you don’t mind of course…

A: It isn’t easy to leave you, yes I know you won’t miss me.. I know you won’t find me..

I: If I’m not missing you there’s no reason to draw you recently.. There’s no reason to write about our story.. And I admit it, you’re one kind of a girl that is hard to find..

Posted with WordPress for BlackBerry.

When you go with the others, I will refrain.

And do not ever think that I’ll hate you.

I know your happiness isn’t with me.

Let me keep this feeling just for me.

And when you’re being alienated, ostracized and shunned, find me.

I’ll always be there for you… FOR SURE..

Posted with WordPress for BlackBerry.

When you go with the others, I will refrain.

And do not ever think that I’ll hate you.

I know your happiness isn’t with me.

Let me keep this feeling just for me.

And when you’re being alienated, ostracized and shunned, find me.

I’ll always be there for you… FOR SURE..

Posted with WordPress for BlackBerry.